Wednesday, November 22, 2023

SATURDAY NIGHT: A HERO'S JOURNEY

Nod to Joseph Campbell's HERO OF A THOUSAND FACES and the concept of MONOMYTH


DEPARTURE

The Ordinary World - introduction of the protagonist anti-hero

The Call to Adventure - shifts

Refusing the Call to Adventure - Sick call

Meeting the Mentor - bad bosses, charming colleagues, paying it forward, role model

Crossing the Threshold - signover 

INITIATION

Test, Allies, and Enemies - blue light, catching mistakes (rib fractures, MRI delays, transfer errors)

Approach to the Inmost Cave - catching up and other calculated moves

The Ordeal - psychiatrist pushback, missing bedtime, eating late, code stroke at dinner

The Reward - RN support

RETURN

The Road Back - countdown to signover

Resurrection - the golden hour of catchup

Return With the Elixir - homeward bound


Jonah

Life in Niniveh

Called by God 

Shirking responsibility

In the Belly of the Whale (inmost cave)

Vomited on the beach

A second life to live



Tuesday, November 21, 2023

POTENTIAL SPACE

The space between my thoughts.

Giving space for ideas.

Holding space for others.

Monday, November 20, 2023

LEMON POPPY SEED BISCOTTI

Recommended by my friend and former roommate (one year by chance, and one year by choice!), who makes biscotti a regular breakfast decision.

It seems ironic that the website that supplies the recipe is Lord Byron’s Kitchen, as he was famously known to have a suspected eating disorder, and was probably body dysmorphic.

In any case, cookies look good, and I will try them as soon as I buy flour.

Today was a pyjama day, but tomorrow I will get dressed, and make it to the store!

PARTITION OF INDIA

The story of the partition of Indian and Pakistan was familiar to me, but it is strange that the story resonates from a Disney show about a young super hero called Ms. Marvel.

In 1947, with the British Parliament passing the Indian Indepedence Act, Lord Mountbatten announced the date, and the border was prepared at a distance by barrister Sir Radcliffe.

 The  previously integrated populations moved in hopes of the religious safety of a religious majority between India, and Pakistan, in the provinces of Bengal and Punjab. An estimated 1 million people died.

It reminded me of the troops leaving Afghanistan, with a vacuum that lead to violence and oppression, thanks to the longtime interference of a military power (the US instead of Britain, in this case).

HISTORY OF MONTREAL CHINATOWN

 https://www.sfu.ca/chinese-canadian-history/montreal_chinatown_en.html

DRESSUP IN YUNNAN CHINA

My friend lived in Spring City, Kunming for a time, and I went on tour with her and her friend, my daughter’s namesake. We dressed up once, and it was the traditional dress of the “Bai” people, which apparently means white.

BEST FOOD IN THE WEST ISLAND

 https://montreal.eater.com/maps/meilleurs-best-restaurants-west-island-montreal-dorval-pointe-claire

Bombay Choupati 5011 Sources Indian

Aryana 4886 Sources Afghan

Becks 4886B Sources Filipino

Vivaldi 13071 Gouin Italian

Ooh! Crabe 4820 St Jean Cajun

Bistro 1843 376 Cherrier Ile Bizard French

Toasties 4710 St Jean submarine

Tacos Don Rigo 4740 St Jean

Matjip 3343A Sources Korean

Marko Sushi 3339 D Sources sushi

Birdhouse 63 Brunswick “wingerie”

Riccardo 4071 St Jean Italian

Bisto Nolan 3669 St Jean Cajun

Mama Dumplings 3597 St Jean Chinese

Scarolies 950 St Jean Italian

Tommy Cafe Fairview Tapas, blue milk latte

Bistro Grace 18425 Antoine-Faucon 

Grill Select 2756 St Charles Persian noodle soup, mirza ghassemi

Cugini’s Pizza 275 Elm

Resto Pub Bord’eaux 53 Ste Anne homestyle cooking


BIKE PATHS MONTREAL

 https://www.velo.qc.ca/wp-content/uploads/2022/03/2022-cartemontreal-detaillees.pdf?v=1



THREE METRICS IN ADDITION TO DIVIDEND YIELD

 Don’t just rely on the dividend yield, or a low-priced stock that pays dividends can lead to what The Motley Fool calls a « dividend trap »

1. P/E Price-to-Earnings ratio  - the higher the P/E ratio, the more expensive a stock is relative to its earnings

Earnings per share = profits/ number of outstanding shares

P/E =stock price/EPS

2. Free cash flow

More cash in, even if not going out in dividend, is good.

If dividends are greater than cash in, this is a red flag!

3. Debt-to-Equity ratio = total liabilities/total shareholder equity

A Low D-E R is more funded through equity, which is preferred.

A high D-E R means a company is funded more by debt, which is riskier.



BILINGUAL TREES AND SHRUBS

Un Érable - Maple 

Un Tilleul - Linden

Un Pin blanc, gris, rouge - Pine 

Un Sapin  - Fir 

L’Épinette blanche,  noire - Spruce (France: Épicéa)

Un Chêne - Oak 

Un Bouleau - Birch 

Un Frêne - Ash 

Un Hêtre - Beech

Un Cèdre (Blanc/Thuya occidental) - Cedar (White)

Un Peuplier - Poplar 

Un Saule - Willow 

Un Tremble - Aspen 

Un Châtaignier - Chestnut tree

Un Marronnier - Horse Chestnut 

Une Caryer (ovale) - Hickory (Shagbark)

Une Pruche - Hemlock

Un Charme -Hornbeam tree

Un mimosa – Mimosa tree

Un sorbier – Mountain Ash tree (Rowan) - red berries

Un sumac – Sumac

Un lilac – Lilac tree

Un Prunus – Plum tree

Un Cerisier - Cherry tree

Un If - Yew (Château d’If, Conte de Monte Cristo) *frontyard

Un Noyer - Walnut

Le Mélèze - Larch

Un Orme - Elm

Le Sureau – Elder bush

Le Magnolia – Magnolia 

L’Aubépine – Hawthorn

Le Brunellier – Blackthorn (Sloe) *backyard

Le Chèvrefeuille - Honeysuckle

Le Cornouillier – Dogwood *frontyard

CONIFERS BY IMAGE










CREDIT: www.coniferousforest.com

SUBMISSIONS AND PUBLISHING

https://discover.submittable.com/blog/where-to-submit-your-work/

 https://www.publishersmarketplace.com/

*Recommended by a repeat published author with an agent and everything!

EDITING

STAGES OF EDITING

DEFINITION

Carefully reviewing material before it is published, suggesting or making changes to correct or improve it

GOALS

Ensure the material is consistent and correct

Its content, language, style, and design suit its purpose

The text meets the needs of its audience

FOUR STAGES

1. SUBSTANTIVE/STRUCTURAL

2. STYLISTIC

3. COPY

4. PROOFREADING

SUBSTANTIVE editing = Structural editing 

- focuses on content, organization and presentation of the text

-title to end

-revising, reordering, cutting, or expanding material

-defines the writer’s goals

-identifies their readers

- shapes the manuscript

-determines whether permissions are necessary for third-party material

-recasting material better presented in another form, or revising for another medium

STYLISTIC

-clarifies meaning, ensures coherence and flow, refine language

-eliminate jargon, clichés, euphemisms

- adjust the length and structure of sentences and paragraphs

- establish and maintain tone, mood, style, and level of formality

COPY

-editing to ensure correctness, accuracy, consistency, and completeness

- grammar, spelling, punctuation, usage

- continuity of mechanics and facts

-edits tables, figures, and lists

- developing a style sheet

- fact-checking

- marking levels of headings

- placement of art

- Canadianizing, converting measurements  

- indexes

- listing permissions

- front matter, back matter, cover copy

- check web links

PROOFREADING

- final format review (checking a work AFTER editing)

- check adherence to design, deviations from style sheet, consistency and accuracy of cross-references, captions, web pages, hyperlinks, metadata

 - copy fitting, page numbers

PROFESSIONAL EDITORIAL STANDARDS

ESTIMATING TIME (page =250 words)

Light Copy Edit 6-8 pages per hour

Stylistic/Heavy Copy Edit 3-4 pages per hour

Substantive edit 1-3 pages per hour

STYLE SHEET DEVELOPMENT

4 components: 

General Style - treatment of numbers, abbreviations, punctuation, typography (use of italics and other font attributes), usage, and, of course a general word list

Characters - physical descriptions, life status, negative attributes, relative descriptions

Places - real or fiction

Timeline - plot your characters, lists details

https://opentextbc.ca/selfpublishguide/chapter/style-sheet/

https://www.louiseharnbyproofreader.com/blog/whats-a-style-sheet-and-how-do-i-create-one-help-for-indie-authors

https://www.thebluegarret.com/blog/what-is-a-style-sheet

https://www.friesenpress.com/blog/2021/5/6/style-sheet-template-book-writing

https://americaneditor.wordpress.com/2015/01/19/thinking-fiction-the-style-sheets-part-i-general-style/

CREDIT: Editors Canada website

I need to learn how to be one!

WRITING COMMUNITIES

 The first time I met our NaNoWriMo group downtown was after the pandemic lockdown was over. We met at a bar in my old neighbourhood in Côte-des-Neiges. I was early, and the first bartender didn’t know anything about it, but was unbothered by me sitting alone, ordering a drink, and working on my computer.

The barkeepers shifts changed and the meetup hour neared. The next one was aware of our meeting, and showed me to the back room that held a number of tables. We were a big group, so we took up 3 long tables, and made our introductions. Everything seemed normal, until we started to write.

I imagine it was startling for the server to walk into the back room of the pub, hearing only silence, thinking it was empty, only to find 15 people there, all staring at their computers or notebooks, furiously writing and thinking, with no one saying a word to their neighbour! He physically started when he arrived, and I laughed to think what a bunch of nerds we must seem. I was such a happy introvert that day. Why didn’t I do this before? Outside of a library, that is!

Just because we are working introverts doesn’t mean we don’t like being quiet with companions!

Here are a few leads for communities that have been recommended to me:

 NaNoWriMo

Quebec Writers’ Federation “Shut Up & Write”- uses the Pomodoro method of 25 minutes work, 5 minutes break

Sisters in Crime

Editors Canada

Sunday, November 19, 2023

I AM NOT RENOVATING MY KITCHEN ANYTIME SOON

But when I do, I have a vision board!


 

SOUP AND STUFFING

I like leftovers and easy meals. I have these can tops that I got for my dear diabetic kitty years ago and I use them to save people food now. I had half a can of tomato soup and a bunch of turnip sweet potato carrot stuffing leftover. For a day of writing, which is a low energy way to spend on a rainy day, this was the perfect five minute meal!

 

GRANDMA AND GRANDPA’S HOUSE

Some of my favourite memories were formed in a rectangular bungalow in a small town. There were seasons: end of summer threshing, fall piles of leaves, frigid blowing winter, spring pussywillows. There were cousins, and long days and short nights. There were Archie comic books with advertisements promising X-ray glasses and sea monsters exchange for a stamp and a fee. There were sagging beds covered in fuzzy chenille bedspreads and mirror vanity complete with a set of hairbrush, comb and hand mirror in a musty basement There were shelves lined with rows of carefully prepared jars, filled with repeating colours like a food museum with warty green pickles and crimson beets and other delicacies I would never taste. There was a light above the work bench, illuminating an array of tools and boxes of .22 gauge ammunition, and two double barrel rifles with notched sights carefully hung on the wall.

There were fragrant turkey dinners with mountains of creamy mashed potatoes and abundant gravy. There was music, with my grandma on the piano or organ or accordian, in between being cook and clotheshorse. One time my aunt even swept me up dancing the two step around the living room floor. 

For small gatherings, there were tv tray dinners and schedules of soap operas that my grandma called stories. It was a warm place. My grandma was a soft cuddly woman who smiled and squealed in delight when we came to visit. My grandpa drove us out to the farm in the back of a pickup truck, and if we were really daring we would try and sit on the edges we called “gunnels’. They drove downtown to mainstreet, literally two blocks from their house. I never even saw my grandma walk around the block, but she could drive the grain truck beside the thresher in wheat harvest like a pro, her jet black hair and glasses barely visible above the steering wheel.

Two things that I smell in my house take me back to those days. The humid basement air that doesn’t circulate in the summer, and the smell that I came home to last night.

I am a mostly vegetarian but I still eat as an omnivore when I am with Princess Pirate. I don’t want to waste any meat sacrificed by an animal, so although I am motivated to vegetarianism by my ideals, I am a practical vegetarian. I had bought a roast chicken for sandwiches this week, and the carcass needed treating. Yesterday I chopped up some rapidly deteriorating celery and carrots, added a bag of frozen leeks (Somehow I have more of those than onions these days), added some spices from my cupboard and dried from my garden, put it in a crockpot before I went to work. 

When I got home, my house smelled of the wonderful aroma of my Grandma’s house. 

This dog’s breakfast of now compost reminds me of those wonderful days at holidays at my grandparents’ house. 

It also reminds me of the first time I made soup stock, to serve as a reminder to myself and a warning to you: I cooked it for hours and poured it into the sieve, only to realize that this was not pasta, and the water was not the waste but the product! 

Too late, I had poured most of it down the sink! 

ALWAYS ALWAYS put the sieve in your biggest container before you pour, and catch every last drop of the precious soup broth! 


Saturday, November 18, 2023

WALKING AWAY FOR ME

Sometimes walking away is the only option. 

Not because I want to make you miss me, or realize that you took me for granted. (I know you can’t because I tried to explain, but you couldn’t hear me, or even see me.)

It’s because I finally respect myself enough to know that I deserve better.

Friday, November 17, 2023

THE OLDEST BOOK IN THE WORLD IS A SCROLL

 China is known for a lot of technology, but this doesn’t always conjure up more ancient technologies, which include paper, gunpowder, the magnetic compass,  silk, rice, noodles, citrous fruits, tea, porcelain and medicine (homeostasis, balancing chi).

The story of the discovery of oldest printed text could be the plot from a movie. The Diamond Sutra is a 16 foot, 6000 word scroll written by a Tang Dynasty monk in 868 AD. It is considered to be one of the most important teachings about the basis of Mahayana Buddhism . The Diamond Sutra in combination with the Heart Sutra is the basis of Zen (Chan) tradition. It was discovered by a monk guarding the Mogao cave, also called the Cave of the Thousand Buddhas. He sold the Diamond Sutra to Hungarian born archaeologist Aurel Stein on one of his expeditions along the Silk Road.

The Diamond Sutra tells a story about a disciple having a conversation with Buddha about a Wisdom that Cuts Like a Diamond (Thunderbolt in Sanskrit), shattering illusions to get to ultimate reality. 

The four main points from the sutra:

1. giving without attachment to self

2. liberating beings without notions of self and other

3. living without attachment

4. cultivating without attainment.

NEYS WWII LABOUR CAMP

 In the province of Ontario, on the north shore of Lake Superior, in the boundaries of a provincial park, rests the remains of a World War II Prisoner-of-War camp. This park drew me to it because it was where 

The information I am about to record came from a three page pamphlet titled :Neys Camp 100: A Brief History, which was self-described to be an condensed version of the PoW section of a booklet published in the mid-1970s called Inhospitable Shore: A History of Neys Provincial Park.

“Shortly after the onset of World War II, the British government requested the assistance of the Canadaian government to house some 6700 interned persons, as British camps were becoming full. The Department of National Defence in Ottawa then surveyed several locations across Canada as a number of camps were intended to be built. Neys was one of the sites that was surveyed.”


CAMPING POETRY

 Parc Mauricie

Sept 5, 2021

Crickets creaking
Girls giggling in their tent
Raindrops
Is it raining again
Or just falling from the trees?
A cricket jumps into my tent
Phew! Caught it! It’s out!

Too wet for a fire, so no s’mores
Cold beans for lunch
No complaining
Toads jump in the dark
Girls recycle gladly
Pump up the mattresses again
Time for sleep

Copyright Freaka Johnsdotter
November 17, 2023

SHE WALKS IN DARKNESS

Inspired by Portuguese Sonnets and Victorian Gothic Horror

She walks in darkness
Out of sight
A beast within
Behind sad eyes

Where others shied
from any fight
She embraced pain 
Saw through lies

They cautioned her 
She had a bite
Eschewed her presence 

Under the guise
Of more appropriate 
Social ties

But when they hurt
Felt shame
Feared pain

They found her
She listened 
To all their sighs

Behind the shadows
Her heart shone bright

In the darkness
She was wise
Beyond her years

Pushed to the edge
Of social norms
And mental health

A Debbie Downer
at a party
A failsafe friend
in times of strife

Behind dark eyes
A careful watcher

For bad in good
Ever present

November 17, 2023
Copywrite Freaka Johnsdotter

REVISION
She walks in darkness through the night
Steady in places where others take flight
Sitting in shadows out of sight

Fearless where others dare not go
She looks for those who are brought low
Staying where others don’t want to know
Companion to those who take it slow

Eyes and ears full of death
Attuned to distress and their last breath

Never alone but absorbed in thought
Memories recalled without being sought

In search of broken hearts to mend
Never knowing what she could give or lend

Cold fingers from the dying cling 
She squeezes warmly with lullabies to sing

Her beating heart slows its pace
Gazing unflinchingly into their face

Knowing how low she can get
Before she needs to recuperate

SINGLENESS AND WRITING

 I started a journal with this title in 1997, dated May 30. I was in my first year as a medical resident in Montreal, and I started writing in third person.

“The night was dark and the sound of rain hitting the roof and flowing down the drain pipes enter the room. She was lying on her bed, seemingly engrossed in a novel. She looked at briefly, laid the book, open on its pages and reached over her side table to light a candle with a match. The smell of the burning match reminded her instantly of a campfire and she sighted and sat up against her headboard in a happy state of reverie. Memories of past holidays, school backpacking trips, and summer camp tumbled through her mind with a smile coming over her face as one happy moment led to another’s memory.”

Some awkward phrasing, giving rise to an image of a happy nostalgic young woman with a room about to flood! My cursive writing was still quite readable, and I stroked through words in error with an average of two lines, something my medical training would teach me only to use one.

“970604

It’s the strangest thing, but I can write things on paper that I hesitate to tell my closest friends in person, and yet I would have no problem my friends or complete stranger reading the exact same words. Although it’s not intuitive, I think part of it [sic] because when a person sits down to read some thing, it means that they have opened theirself [sic] at least enough to make the effort to settle down with a book. And although many would agree with me about it, for an introvert like me who grew up devouring books, I think the medium of print is one of the most intimate, private ways of expression that I have ever known.”

VERSES

Isaiah 54:5 God as our husband
Matthew 19:12 singleness as a choice
1 Co 7:34-36 undivided devotion
Song of Songs 3:5 love in God’s time
Eccl 3:11a In His Time

SONGS

No One But You Lord
Abba Father
As The Deer
Cry of My Heart
Father God
The Greatest Thing
I Cry Out
I Lift My Eyes Up
In His Time
In Moments Like These
Jesus Lover of My Soul
Love the Lord Your God
More Precious Than Silver
O How I Love Jesus
Only A Shadow
Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus
Vergiß es Nie
When I Look Into Your Holiness
You Are My Wholeness
You Are the One
Father I Want You to Hold Me

I know the tunes and lyrics of most of these songs immediately, although they were stored decades ago. I think of myself of musically challenged, having confused Rush and Tragically Hip songs and many obviously different sounds and styles, much to my embarrassment and others incredulity. But as I sing these songs, there is an undertone that creeps me out. The love of the Father and Jesus is almost cringeworthy, as though their love is an obsessive love usually reserved for crushes, and romantic relationships. In that guileless love is the potential for evil, whether in losing oneself for another or as prey for a predator.

“Dec 16, 2021

THOUGHTS

I didn’t get very far in my thoughts almost 25 years ago,  but I clearly found myself a writer. At least a journalist or a reporter, I think it was difficult to write about singleness when even in my scripture passages, I [sic: sound like I] am not whole single. I am still looking to a man as god. 

Today I can truly write about being single. I could not live the life I have today if I wasn’t single.”


IN HIGH ACHIEVING STUDENT HOMES

Dr. Jawanza Kunjufu: You are the primary educator of your children

Reposted on Sean Croxton’s Podcast The Quote of the Day

1.  Transmit hope (culture a belief for a better future for them)

2. Be consistent

3. Compliment your children

4. Have high expectations

5. Believe that you are the primary educators of your children

Establish goals for your children

Make a home program

Develop the necessary skills

“I control the process, not the result.”

Wednesday, November 1, 2023

BREATHE

She sat at the back and they said she was shy,

She led from the front and they hated her pride,

They asked her advice and then questioned her guidance,

They branded her loud, then were shocked by her silence,

When she shared no ambition they said it was sad,

So she told them her dreams and they said she was mad,

They told her they’d listen, then covered their ears,

And gave her a hug while they laughed at her fears,

And she listened to all of it thinking she should,

Be the girl they told her to be best as she could,

But one day she asked what was best for herself,

Instead of trying to please everyone else,

So she walked to the forest and stood with the trees,

She heard the wind whisper and dance with the leaves,

She spoke to the willow, the elm and the pine,

And she told them what she’d been told time after time,

She told them she felt she was never enough,

She was either too little or far far too much,

Too loud or too quiet, too fierce or too weak,

Too wise or too foolish, too bold or too meek,

Then she found a small clearing surrounded by firs,

And she stopped…and she heard what the trees said to her,

And she sat there for hours not wanting to leave,

For the forest said nothing, it just let her breathe`

~ Becky Hemsley ~

Wednesday, October 25, 2023

OPENNESS TO LEARNING REQUIRES HUMILITY

 Pride comes before a fall. 

Proverb

Pride goes before destruction,  a haughty spirit before a fall.

Proverbs 16:18 NIV version

“The most difficult subjects can be explained to the most slow-witted man if he has not formed any idea of them already; but the simplest thing cannot be made clear to the most intelligent man if he is firmly persuaded that he knows already, without a shadow of doubt, what is laid before him.

Leo Tolstoy, 1897 (The Big Short)

 “It ain’t what you don’t know that gets you into trouble. It’s what you know for sure that just ain’t so. “ 

Mark Twain


Saturday, September 23, 2023

LEVELS OF AUTHENTICITY

9 levels of authenticity 

Auction catalogs

Totally Authentic to Really Not
“Done by” artist’s full name. Studio Of. Manner of.Copied later than artist’s era.
Johannes Vermeer of Delft

Shifts from concept of artist’s hand to the artist’s brand
Leonarda Da Vinci and Vermeer - high value, scarcity

Warhol - ubiquity and repetition

Andy Warhol and Gerard Malaga (screen printer)
Artist makes 21-40, 10,000 works in a lifetime

Beeple (digital artist Mike Winkelmann, SC, USA)
NFT (non-fungible token), anyone can look at it, only one owns the cryptographic token

Alice Sherwood Authenticity

Thursday, September 7, 2023

WHO LET THE DOGS OUT

 99PI 

"Copyright is the right to sue until you run out of money."

Baha Men


Sunday, August 6, 2023

THE DAY WITH TWO NOONS

 1883

Time zones invented, in part because of the railroad, to avoid crashes in the US. The train time becomes the time that the train leaves its stop. Eventually, a standardized time is chosen, just 4 minutes later than NY time, announced Sunday November 18th, from the naval outpost, 4 minutes after the church bells rang.

Current proposal- universal time, based on Greenwich time, as is used in the air when crossing time zones

 Planet Money 

Monday, July 10, 2023

TRAVELS WITH CHARLEY

My eighty year old neighbour lent me this book to read, and I have taken on a last minute, overdue trip to celebrate a belated 50 year birthday with high school classmates who all reached this milestone in the midst of the only pandemic we have ever lived through. 

It’s a fun premise, albeit fraught with the expected tropes of masculinity and racist ideas that were pervasive in a man of comfortable financial means in the 1960s. I know that John Steinbeck is renowned writer, but I honestly didn’t expect him to be such a vagabond American as he is in this non-fiction telling of a three month trip he took through thirty-four states over ten thousand miles, with his sole companion a blue poodle named Charley that was raised in France, so he responds much better to French commands. He has memories of WWII that he carries out with him across the river as he travels by ferry to his first landfall. 


In truth, I hear a little of Bill Bryson, if he was more tone deaf to his privilege, and less motivated to achieve “all of something”, like the Appalachian trail or Australia. He is often very funny. About his dog, he writes, “ It is my experience that in some areas Charley is more intelligent than I am but in other he is abysmally ignorant. He can’t read. He can’t drive a car, and has no grasp of mathematics.” 


I also identified with his literary habits, having compiled and piled and reduced a stack of books myself for this trip, leaving three “must-reads” for upcoming book clubs that I will likely be incompletely prepared for, and choosing instead two books that were unplanned and carry no social value, but for the pure pleasure of reading them. He says, “ I suppose our capacity for self-delusion is boundless…I laid in a hundred and fifty pounds of those books one hasn’t got around to reading— and of course those are the books one isn’t ever going to get to reading.” (In this I hear my dear uncle echoing my dear grandmother’s dry humour).


RE: Florida “I’ve lived in good climate. It bores the hell out of me. I like weather rather than climate…How can one know colour in perpetual green, and what good is warmth without cold to give it sweetness??


I initially thought that this would be the first book I would read by Steinbeck, but the list in front, with Mice and Men, The Grapes of Wrath, and East of Eden all books I wish I had read, reminded me that I had read the Pearl in high school, although I think I conflated it with the Old Man and the Sea, which I hated with a passion that remain hot coals today. Is it possible that it was about a deep sea free diver before that was a sport, but a necessary high risk life choice as occupation?


While the intro is strong, appealing to the “virus of restlessness” (Wanderluster in the colloquial) in me, in my 50s, there is much of his story that is of a privilege and exclusion that I cannot identify with. While apparently handy, he orders a camper van made-to-order instead of kitting it out himself, and starts off from his home in Sag Harbour, Long Island, leaving behind his wife and boat that he foolishly rescues in a hurricane for reasons that I can only describe as foolish and egotistical.  He also contradicts himself in many circumstances, describing cities encircled by garbage, and then blithely describing aluminum dishes being “disposable” and throwing them into the water after cooking one dinner. To be fair, he also covers his hot dish with an asbestos cover when cooking, so it’s easy to judge things in hindsight that most people were blind to at the time. 


I enjoyed the way he didn’t make me need to google something, kindly teaching me something I didn’t know without making me feeling like I should have known. Describing his “roulotte”, “…I named it Rocinante, which you will remember was the name of Don Quixote’s horse.” Since then, however, I have been struggling to remember the exact definition of many words, and since I am not connected to internet, I have to rely on the context and my distant memory of exactly what the descriptions mean: taciturn (written in the margin helpfully: temperamentally disinclined to talk), tawdry(efforts), laconic(speech), spangle (the autumn), yeomanry,


Some words evoked immediate images with certainty, but I suspect my daughter would have no idea what a gunny sack or a doodad even is, and would not even imaging what a whaling from a parent would be!)


Some of his truths are universal: “I knew long ago and rediscovered that the best way to attract attention, help, and conversation is to be lost.”


After the strange inclusion of the hurricane, he sets off and quite quickly gets himself into frost. He travels east through Maine and makes his way to Deer Isle, which he describes poorly, but, reading between the lines, it is likely another enclave of exclusivity, to visit a friend, parking outside and sleeping in the caravan for a brief visit. Nonetheless, there is perhaps an old time respect for the “reputation” of Miss Brace to have a male visitor (or maybe it was really just not to interfere with her cat George)


Despite being unable to describe the place, his comment “One doesn’t have to be sensitive to feel the strangeness of Deer Isle” is enough to make me want to go there myself! Note: the chief town is Stonington, which he compares to Lyme Regis on the Dorset coast, and the open country like Dartmoor, with Maine speech like that in West County England, with double vowels pronounced as in Anglo-Saxon, and,like the coastal people below the Bristol Channel, they are “secret people, perhaps magic people…This Isle is like Avalon.” This is where coon cats live wild, larger than their tailless cousins of Manx origin.  Also, he missed Baxter State Park, but maybe I shouldn’t. I have a little glimmer of recollection that in these places in Maine, Martha Stewart may live.


I don’t know why he can’t say the word Canadian unless he is talking about French Canadians, but he always calls us Canucks, which I never knew was a pejorative from the American lips that refer to other migrants as Hindus, Filipinos, Mexican “wetbacks”, “Okies”, and “negroes”


Vacilando no counterword in English (Spanish) ? Meander - In his search of potatoes in Aroostook county (three great potato growing areas: Idaho, Suffolk County on Long Island and Aroostook county, Maine)


Here is Aurora Borealis in his words: “I’ve seen it only a few times in my life. It hung and moved with majesty in folds like an infinite traveller upstage in an infinite theater. In colors of rose and lavender and purple it moved and pulsed against the night, and the frost-sharpened stars shone through it.


After a period low mood mimicking the grey weather “under the weeping night”, his mood changes with the weather. “The sun was up when I awakened and the world was remade and shining. There are as many worlds as there are kinds of days, and as an opal changes its colors and its fire to match the nature of a day, so do I. The night fears and loneliness were so far gone that I could hardly remember them.”


Misogyny and misanthropy (not tipping the waitress because she complained that she didn’t get tipped), « lumberman doing their logging in the whorehouse and their sex in the woods », « Illinois » « Rather it was like a beautiful woman who requires the support and help of many faceless ones just to keep her going.But this fact does not make her less lovely-if you can afford her.


“I have further established, at least to my own satisfaction, that those states with the shortest history and the least world-shaking events have the most historical markers.”


Nostalgia: 

« Just as our bread, mixed and baked, packaged and sold without benefit or human frailty, is uniformly good and uniformly tasteless, so will our speech become one speech. 

I who love words and the endless possibility of words am saddened by this inevitability. For with local accent will disappear local temp. The idioms, the figures of speech that make language rich and full of poetry of time and place must go. And in their place will be a national speech, wrapped and packaged, standard and tasteless. »


“ Can I then say that the America I saw has put cleanliness first, at the expense of taste? “


“Driving the big highway near Toledo I had a conversation with Charley on the subject of roots. He listened but he didn't reply. In the pattern-thinking about roots I and most other people have left two things out of consideration. Could it be that Americans are a restless people, a mobile people, never satisfied with where they are as a matter of selection? The pioneers, the immigrants who peopled the continent, were the restless ones in Europe. The steady rooted ones stayed home and are still there. But every one of us, except the Negroes forced here as slaves, are descended from the restless ones, the wayward ones who were not content to stay at home. Wouldn't it be unusual if we had not inherited this tendency? And the fact is that we have. But that's the short view. What are roots and how long have we had them? If our species has existed for a couple of million years, what is its history? Our remote ancestors followed the game, moved with the food supply, and fled from evil weather, from ice and the changing seasons. Then after millennia beyond thinking they domesticated some animals so that they lived with their food supply. Then of necessity they followed the grass that fed their flocks in endless wanderings. Only when agriculture came into practice--and that's not very long ago in terms of the whole history--did a place achieve meaning and value and permanence. But land is a tangible, and tangibles have a way of getting into few hands. Thus it was that one man wanted ownership of land and at the same time wanted servitude because someone had to work it. Roots were in ownership of land, in tangible and immovable possessions. In this view we are a restless species with a very short history of roots, and those not widely distributed. Perhaps we have overrated roots as a psychic need. Maybe the greater the urge, the deeper and more ancient is the need, the will, the hunger to be somewhere else.”

I started to enjoy impressions of individual states. In North Dakota, he describes the badlands turning to goodlands at dusk. He is in love with Montana. 


He describes how both these states are “memory marked” as “Injun” country, and tells the story from his neighbour who participated in the massacre of Chief Joseph and the Nez Percé tribe, who were retreating with their families and possessions to Canada, with cringeworthy rationalizations and token praises of their fighting qualités of “real men”.


Growing up: “I realize now that there were some thing else about the coop set set them apart from other Negros I have seen and met sense because they were not hurt or insulted they were not defensive or combative, because they’re dignity was intact, they had no need to be over bearing and because the Cooper boys had never heard that they were inferior their minds could grow to their true limits…. Beyond my feelings as a racist, I knew I was not wanted in the south when people are engaged in some thing they are not proud of. They do not welcome witnesses. In fact, they come to believe the witnesses causes the trouble.”


“My own journey started long before I left and was over before I returned. I know exactly where and when it was over. “


John Steinbeck

Sometimes he’s a real idiot. In the eye of a hurricane, he frees his boat from entanglement with other improperly moored boats. He leaves his wife and kids as though he was a bachelor.

He uses toxic chemicals in his truck to kill insects and is surprised that his dog Charly has a reaction.

He’s entitled. He decides to go on a cross country trip and orders a custom built truck. 

Most of the time he is in Long Island as a 1 %er or interrupting his trip in Chicago to reconnect with his wife, hiring a taxi to follow to the hotel when he gets lost, inventing a character after insisting on a room for a shower before his room is ready, and leaving his poodle at the groomers for the duration of his stay